Archive for July, 2008

I’ll Get To That Podcast Sometime, Honest

Sorry I haven’t gotten one recorded this week.  I know what I want to say and I have the music selected, but time (as in lack thereof) and fatigue (why do I feel like a need a vacation to recover from my vacation?) have conspired against me.  I definitely want to get one recorded before this weekend, so hopefully either tomorrow night… um, tonight since it is after midnight, or after the actual tomorrow night as in Friday I’ll git’r done.

Acting Like I’ve Been Here Before… Oh Wait That’s Right I Have

Best laid plans, etc etc blah blah blah… I had genuine hopes to complete the first draft of the chapters for Steve Crumbacher (Crumbächer) and Steve Hindalong (The Choir) last week.  I ended up getting somewhere between a third and halfway through the Steve Crumbacher chapter without even looking at the Steve Hindalong chapter.  Ah well.  The work continues.

As I mentioned in the podcast earlier this month, I’ve become convinced I need to start looking for a new job.  That conviction has been strongly reinforced — and I wasn’t even at work last week.  If you can keep me in prayer about this I’d deeply appreciate it.  Thanks.

It’s My Birthday And I’ll Work On My Book If I Want To

Yes, today is my birthday.  One more year until I run headlong into fifty.  Ah well.  No deep thoughts on the subject; I seem to be taking this birthday as far less of a mid-life crisis moment than is my regrettable norm.  Working on the book is assuaging any “what am I doing with my life” moments.  Besides, having another birthday beats the alternative a mile.

Speaking of the book, I’m spending the day working toward making sure I don’t spend my fiftieth birthday working on it by pounding away at it today.  Currently I’m doing the chapter on Stephen Crumbacher, who by some odd circumstance was a member of Crumbächer.  I was hoping to have it completed last night, but alas was not to be.  Maybe tonight.

I was working on the chapter for Nancyjo Mann (Barnabas), but she sent me a note the other day indicating she wanted to talk to me again, which has been arranged for next week.  No sense in continuing to write the chapter when information might be added or changed.

Anyway, once I finish the current chapter it’s on to Steve Hindalong (The Choir).  Next will be completing Nancyjo Mann’s.  And then…

… I’ll be done.

Before my next birthday, promise!

No Podcast This Week

Too busy pounding away at the book.  More later.

In Case You Missed It (Since Most Everyone In The Media Did)

A news item came across the wires earlier this week.  Since it had nothing to do with Barack Obama or Britney Spears the story received scant notice on these shores, back page mention if mentioned at all.

It happened anyway.

The name Ingrid Betancourt may ring a bell.  She was among the hostages who were recently freed in a daring undercover military operation after having been held hostage for years by a terrorist group in her native Colombia.  This past Saturday, she fulfilled a promise she had made during her time in captivity:

Accompanied by her mother, son and daughter, she went to Lourdes.


While what little coverage Ms. Betancourt’s story has received following her rescue has mostly focused on the Red Cross’ anger over its logo being used as part of the ruse to free the hostages, another cross has been rather ignored.

It was the one attached to the rosary Ms. Betancourt fashioned out of buttons and string during her captivity.

There is an inconvenient truth about Ms. Betancourt that makes her story less attractive, less sexy than modern news machine media prefers.  It’s this insistence she has about mentioning how her deep faith carried her through the years of torture and abuse at the hands of her captors.  Consider the following, as reported by CNS:

“I know I talk with God and God replies — people prefer to speak about the force of circumstances, rather than miracles, but I think miracles happen to everyone all the time,” said the ex-hostage, who also holds French citizenship.  “I have to do two things: forget and find spiritual peace, and be able to forgive.  When I do this, I’ll also have to recall my memories.  But perhaps, in time, these won’t be so painful.”

Betancourt, who noted the Lourdes pilgrimage would be her last public appearance until she recuperated, said she had made a rosary from buttons and old string during her captivity.

Meanwhile, Betancourt told a French Catholic magazine, Le Pelerin (The Pilgrim), July 12 that she constantly had read the Bible as a hostage, “made many promises to the Virgin Mary,” and believed her faith had “constantly grown.”

“If I had not had the Lord at my side, I don’t think I could have overcome this suffering,” she said.  “Being a hostage places you in a situation of constant humiliation.  You are a victim of total arbitrariness and you get to know what’s most vile in the human spirit.

“Faced by this, there are two paths.  You either let yourself grow ugly, bitter, peevish and vindictive, and let your heart fill with spite, or you choose the other path which Jesus showed us when he asked us to bless our enemies,” said Betancourt.

(For those who only accept their news from the Big Boys, Ms. Betancourt told the New York Times much the same thing.)

Laying aside all the snark over media priorities for something far more important, Ms. Betancourt is a woman to be honored and revered.  May her light that shone through unimaginably dark times be looked upon as the miracle it is.

As is she.

It’s. A. MOVIE!!!

In these troubled times, there are many disturbing stories flashing across our digital television screens. Wars and rumors of wars (now where have we heard that before), economic woes, social discomfort…

… the alarmingly large number of people with nothing to do except make Halloween a year-round affair by playing dress-up as they attend Thursday midnight premiere showings of whatever special effects-laden sensory assault Hollywood is pushing this week.

Look, I can geek out with the best (or whatever you want to call it) of them. Original Star Trek?  I was there from the beginning and at least the first three hundred and fifty-seven reruns of each episode.  Star Trek: The Next Generation?  Ditto, even though it took all parties involved two and a half seasons to become watchable, Marina Sirtis notwithstanding.  X-Files?  New movie will be the second film I see this year (WALL•E being the first — just don’t go to the movies very often).  Star Wars?  Well, the first set of films; still haven’t seen the second or third episodes since watching them would be about as meaningful as watching Titanic.  The logic of investing a couple of hours in a film where you already know the ending eludes me.  The ship sinks, doesn’t it?  Anakin Skywalker turns into Darth Vader, right?  So why bother?  I can live without knowing exactly how these things happen.  But I digress.

Getting back to the topic at hand, being so wrapped up in a movie that you feel the need to break out a costume and blow off your life, if in fact you have one which is highly debatable, in order to stay up until two in the morning watching it and then hustle off to the nearest 24 hour restaurant so you can eagerly dissect it with your fellow freaks is a mindset that eludes me.  What does the entertainment industry have to offer that’s so vital it’s worth wrapping any portion of your life around?  The only possible exception to this is music, since it is a gift imparted directly from God used for worship and edification as well as entertainment.  For Scriptural references to this, check out 1 Chronicles 6, 9 and 15 (there are others).  The Temple was home of the original jam band, which is why I use music so much in various communications.  The gift from God aspect, not the jam band although I reserve the right to sneak just about anything into the podcast.  But again I digress.

There’s nothing wrong with entertainment for entertainment’s sake.  But that’s all it is.  If you’re so wrapped up in a little world defined by which pop culture trappings you embrace, you might want to rethink things.

Podcast Update — July 16, 2008

This week’s podcast talks about the people behind the sport of NASCAR, and also about the shared joy of living.

Most of the text this week comes from blog posts I’ve written the past couple of days.  I hope you don’t me using them again, but since I believe I got certain things right the first time there’s no need to rewrite everything.

You can listen to the podcast here.  If you have iTunes, you can subscribe to it here.  As always, please let me know what you think, and thanks.

Here’s the text for this week’s edition.


And welcome to this week’s edition of the Diecast Dude’s (Mostly) NASCAR Positively Persnickety Podcast.  It is Wednesday July the sixteenth, 2008, and this week I’ll be getting into more of the personal side of NASCAR as well as the shared joy of living.

A couple of songs leading into the first segment.


We are a society inured to death.  It is filler for the back page, a faceless news item quickly scanned and responded to with clucked tongue and mumbled expressions of what a shame even as the names involved are forgotten, the actual persona forever an intentionally unexplored mystery.  Some reach out with the open hand of compassion and concern; but many, so many, are their own private island fortress, clinging to the sanctuary of isolation.  When it is their turn for the dark angel’s visit they angrily mourn, bitter over the absence of shared grief they themselves are unwilling to show.  It is then time to once again retreat behind castle walls, reaching for solace in solitude.

Adherence to this philosophy of avoiding shared sorrow via hiding away is a wish upon a fool’s star.  We are all interconnected; we are all part of the whole.  This is truer in NASCAR than any other sport, a place where every driver knows not only do their fortunes in performance lean heavily on the support team behind them who build the cars and oversee all other elements of the race along with the drivers surrounding them and their support teams, but life itself.

One of the earmarks of NASCAR is that while its members are in open competition with and ofttimes snarl at each other, there is a bond of family.  Even if this alone was the only reason, the passing of NASCAR technical director Steve Peterson deserves far more notice than a sidebar or slightly reworded press release.

We know the public basics about the man, how he worked for NASCAR starting in 1995 and was instrumental in the implementation of such safety items as the SAFER barrier, head and neck restraints, and the overall mesh of driver protection elements in the new car.  But what of the man? Doesn’t he deserve something more than a recitation of professional accomplishments?

A man who knew Steve Peterson back when he worked at Roush before signing on with NASCAR graciously shared his memories with me yesterday afternoon.  Peterson was a glue guy, someone who holds everything together without being out front of it all.  Regardless of job title, he would do whatever task was required — work on shocks, analyze computer data, anything necessary to prepare a car for a race.  He was understated and patient, a relaxed kind of man who owned a sparkling dry sense of humor.  He was someone with whom you looked forward to the next conversation, someone with whom you relished time spent together.   Peterson didn’t seek the spotlight; he sought to create one shining on the car, the driver, the ability of that driver to walk away when something went wrong instead of being tomorrow’s headline for all the wrong reasons.  He shone in the edge of that spotlight, unseen and often unknown.  But without him, there would have been no light.

It is neither flippant nor disrespectful to call Steve Peterson NASCAR’s WALL·E, the one with a good heart who did his job no matter what.  His death is a deep loss to NASCAR.  He was that rare breed of man whose love of cars and racing led him to be not a talker, but a doer.  Even as far too many in and around the sport attempt to make his life and accomplishments little more than a snippet with which to occupy space online or in print, those who with heavy hearts will attend his funeral know the true measure of his worth.  Not only was Steve Peterson in and of himself a man whose life had value and meaning, what he did during his tenure on this planet has ensured, is ensuring, and will ensure the question following a hard crash being directed at the driver involved asking what happened as compared to asking what one should wear to said driver’s memorial service.

A couple of songs leading into the next segment.


Depending on your year of birth and musical inclination you might remember Ambrosia, a band which started life in the mid ’70s as an eclectic prog rock ensemble and gradually moved into a more pop  direction.  While never a major player in the music scene it notched a few hits still occasionally gracing the oldies side of your radio dial, the song I just played being its first foray into Top 40 land.

The song came to mind a short time ago when a friend passed on a news item about a woman in Australia labeled the world’s oldest blogger passing away a few days ago at the age of 108.  The notation about how I’ll consider it something of a minor miracle should I notch three-quarters of that total before shuffling off this mortal coil, with some days leading me to wonder if half is a more realistic assumption — and no, I’m not being morose here, just noting the detrimental effects of being a stress monster — aside, reading about how Olive Riley spent her time chronicling living history and enjoying the fruits of online community does offer cause for reflection.

There are days I look at the Internet and grouse about its seeming predilection for being a perpetual pubescent wasteland, to slightly modify a line from the Who classic with which I started this podcast.  It brings something of an melancholy smile listening to that song and noting how Ms. Riley outlived half a  band whose members were/are some forty-five years her junior.  Rock and roll doesn’t always keep you young.  But I digress.

Amidst all the snark and cynicism that on occasion pervades these electronic pages, it’s good to note the simple joy of a life well lived, especially how the one who lived it seized on a tool created just a few years shy of her ninetieth birthday.  The pleasure of creating, communicating and sharing; these far too often become obscured in a time where seemingly everyone does everything with an agenda in mind that demands finding an edge and making ones mark by any means available.  Ms. Riley offered something different.  She gave us a simple sharing of her life.  For this, we are all the richer.

Here’s to you, young lady.  See you in the Morning.

And that concludes this week’s podcast.  Take care, everyone, and we’ll get together again next time.



Heaven Is A Better Place Today

We are a society inured to death.  It is filler for the back page, a faceless news item quickly scanned and responded to with clucked tongue and mumbled expressions of what a shame even as the names involved are forgotten, the actual persona forever an intentionally unexplored mystery.  Some reach out with the open hand of compassion and concern; but many, so many, are their own private island fortress, clinging to the sanctuary of isolation.  When it is their turn for the dark angel’s visit they angrily mourn, bitter over the absence of shared grief they themselves are unwilling to show.  It is then time to once again retreat behind castle walls, reaching for solace in solitude.

Adherence to this philosophy of avoiding shared sorrow via hiding away is a wish upon a fool’s star.  We are all interconnected; we are all part of the whole.  This is truer in NASCAR than any other sport, a place where every driver knows not only do their fortunes in performance lean heavily on the support team behind them who build the cars and oversee all other elements of the race along with the drivers surrounding them and their support teams, but life itself.

One of the earmarks of NASCAR is that while its members are in open competition with and ofttimes snarl at each other, there is a bond of family.  Even if this alone was the only reason, the passing of NASCAR technical director Steve Peterson deserves far more notice than a sidebar or slightly reworded press release.

We know the public basics about the man, how he worked for NASCAR starting in 1995 and was instrumental in the implementation of such safety items as the SAFER barrier, head and neck restraints, and the overall mesh of driver protection elements in the new car.  But what of the man?  Doesn’t he deserve something more than a recitation of professional accomplishments?

A man who knew Steve Peterson back when he worked at Roush before signing on with NASCAR graciously shared his memories with me yesterday afternoon.  Peterson was a glue guy, someone who holds everything together without being out front of it all.  Regardless of job title, he would do whatever task was required — work on shocks, analyze computer data, anything necessary to prepare a car for a race.  He was understated and patient, a relaxed kind of man who owned a sparkling dry sense of humor.  He was someone with whom you looked forward to the next conversation, someone with whom you relished time spent together.  Peterson didn’t seek the spotlight; he sought to create one shining on the car, the driver, the ability of that driver to walk away when something went wrong instead of being tomorrow’s headline for all the wrong reasons.  He shone in the edge of that spotlight, unseen and often unknown.  But without him, there would have been no light.

It is neither flippant nor disrespectful to call Steve Peterson NASCAR’s WALL·E, the one with a good heart who did his job no matter what.  His death is a deep loss to NASCAR.  He was that rare breed of man whose love of cars and racing led him to be not a talker, but a doer.  Even as far too many in and around the sport attempt to make his life and accomplishments little more than a snippet with which to occupy space online or in print, those who with heavy hearts will attend his funeral know the true measure of his worth.  Not only was Steve Peterson in and of himself a man whose life had value and meaning, what he did during his tenure on this planet has ensured, is ensuring, and will ensure the question following a hard crash being directed at the driver involved asking what happened as compared to asking what one should wear to said driver’s memorial service.

I Bring News: Your News Isn’t News

Every once in a while, the San Francisco Chronicle forgets its prime directive of inserting obsessive Giants and 49ers coverage among its daily minimum requirement of Christ and Christian-hating drek by actually reporting the news.  One such slip-up occurred today with mention of how a San Francisco city IT worker decided the best way to ward off his looming termination due to workplace incompetence was adding malfeasance to the mix by doing what comes naturally for IT people: set up your own super-password, thereby making yourself master of the domain.  And company network in addition to the domain (small bit of Internet humor there).

Two items about the story warrant attention, the first being that anyone is surprised at such a thing.  Even with daily reports of identity theft, the most lackadaisical laissez-faire attitude toward digital security isn’t coming from consumers, or for that matter business as a whole.  It’s the IT department within those businesses.  Why?  Half arrogance (“no one can penetrate MY security!!!” will go down as one of the ultimate examples of Famous Last Words).  The other half?  Simply put, they don’t want to spoil their fun.

I’m not spilling state secrets from my days in IT to mention how playing the snoop-snoop game is one of most every IT’s departments most heavily indulged-in pastimes.  There is legitimate reason for examining the assorted files and electronic missives of co-workers, namely a properly grounded suspicion that illegal and/or unethical activities are taking place.  That said, the vast majority of perusing has nothing to do with such pursuits.  It’s looking for the immoral or just plain moronic.  Why waste your time searching for porn when you can get someone else to do the work for you?  A slightly more genteel side of this is the opportunities for tremendous amusement at the expense of someone else’s follies, preserved for all with access to see by quietly wading through various documents and images placed on the network or the hard drive of someone’s work station without a great amount of thought devoted to… oh, thinking things through before saving whatever where anyone with a password and an attitude can open it as easily as its originator saved the embarrassing item in question.  It’s not much of a leap to go from this mindset to deliberate sabotage by inserting oneself as sole holder of the keys to the kingdom, although in this particular case the logic of believing felony charges are somehow negated by maintaining refusal to hand over your passwords escapes me.

The other element about this news item giving just cause to raised eyebrow is this quote from San Francisco district attorney Kamala Harris when queried about possible motive:

Motive is not necessarily an element of a crime.

Mmm-hmm.

It’s not overwhelmingly surprising that Ms. Harris would make such a statement.  After all, it’s common knowledge people commit felonies for the sole purpose of being able to cross it off their to-do list for the day.  Beats cleaning out the lint trap or rearranging your sock drawer by a mile in the fun department.  Ten to twenty years in a federal penitentiary?  Aww-right!  I’ll get on it first thing after lunch.

Sarcasm aside, such a statement provides a quite illuminating look into the mindset where individual responsibility, right and wrong, good and evil, and all those other inconveniences accompanying this whole God-Jesus-man-sin-Cross thing are set aside.  All we have to do is compartmentalize everything into neat little cubes, believing doing so absolves us of any genuine responsibility since there is no genuine interaction between the different elements of our lives.  And of course there’s no such thing as, you know, evil or sin.  Just because we might do what in modern society’s definition are bad things doesn’t mean we’re bad.  Aren’t we all just fine the way we are?

Aren’t we?

A Mini-Rock Opera With Real Characters And Plot

Depending on your year of birth and musical inclination you might remember Ambrosia, a band which started life in the mid ’70s as an eclectic prog rock ensemble and gradually moved into a more pop direction.  While never a major player in the music scene it notched a few hits still occasionally gracing the oldies side of your radio dial, this particular song (the video is someone’s homemade job) being its first foray into Top 40 land:

The song came to mind a short time ago when a friend passed on a news item about a woman in Australia labeled the world’s oldest blogger passing away a few days ago at the age of 108.  The notation about how I’ll consider it something of a minor miracle should I notch three-quarters of that total before shuffling off this mortal coil, with some days leading me to wonder if half is a more realistic assumption (no, not being morose here, just noting the detrimental effects of being a stress monster) aside, reading about how Olive Riley spent her time chronicling living history and enjoying the fruits of online community does offer cause for reflection.

There are days I look at the Internet and grouse about its seeming predilection for being a perpetual pubescent wasteland, to slightly modify a line from this Who classic:

It’s a bit odd watching this clip to think how Ms. Riley outlived half a band whose members were/are some forty-five years her junior.  Rock and roll doesn’t always keep you young.  But I digress.

Amidst all the snark and cynicism that on occasion pervades these electronic pages, it’s good to note the simple joy of a life well lived, especially how the one who lived it seized on a tool created just a few years shy of her ninetieth birthday.  The pleasure of creating, communicating and sharing; these far too often become obscured in a time where seemingly everyone does everything with an agenda in mind that demands finding an edge and making ones mark by any means available.  Ms. Riley offered something different.  She gave us a simple sharing of her life.  For this, we are all the richer.

Here’s to you, young lady.